I Will Survive

After a complicated past, I still tried to accept Tom because he is my husband and I love him. If I've been through a lot in life, why would I give up now?

Yes, I saw Tom while the dalwa was having sex. That scene is so painful that I can't get it out of my mind. But I try to forget that it was the first time we tried together as a couple. And I won't let anything ruin our relationship again.

Right now I'm here at my mother-in-law's house.

He is currently sitting on the whEelchair and staring into the distance. Can't speak and can't move.

I approached him.

Jasmine: I'll take care of mommy first.

The Nurse who was watching over mommy nodded.

I took mommy's hand and massaged it..

Just staring into the distance. But I know that he is ashamed of what I do because he tears up when I take care of him even though he treated me badly when he was strong and still did things that hurt.. I still treated him well.

I know for myself that no matter how bad it is when you leave.. When he needs you in Puntong, you can't help but watch him suffer.

Even though all I got from him was insults, you still couldn't think of Rewarding him and doing the same to him for what he did to you..

While I was massaging her hands and feet.. Tears fell.. Yes, when you repent, Tears will automatically come out of your eyes. You can't even say you're sorry.. The tears that fall from your eyes are a sign that you're asking for forgiveness....

Jasmine: mommy.. I know you want to ask for my forgiveness. No need mommy.. Yes, I was angry with you then. Because you don't see what I'm worth..

But now that I feel that you are regretting..

I have nothing to be angry about.

I want to take you for a walk in the park. I want you to get out and see the beautiful world. Don't give up huh. I will do everything for us to be close even though I know it's too late.. I'm not losing hope.

Until you are here. I will continue to take care of you..

I took mommy for a walk in the park, with the whole family. She just stared at the happy family that was bonding for those hours. Because it was Sunday and a day of rest. Denver and Tom are with me. Dad was fixing the grill while Tom was fixing our table...

Dad: Tom,, it's nice here. Back then we couldn't do it hahaha busy with work but here we are now when you have an occasion but there isn't.

Tom: yes dad. This is as much as my wife knows how to do. It's really sweet. It's just right for mommy.. She can breathe fresh air.

Jasmine: Too bad jhony isn't there.. Because he's busy, maybe next time dad will be with him.

Dad: It's fine. There is another day..

Grandpa, come to Grandpa, you want us to play, grandpa..

Tom: haha ​​dad can you carry Denver?

Dad: well, yes, what do you think of me hahaha grandpa, come on, your dad belittled me,, I'm still strong.. Dad lifted Denver. And it's like you're walking.

Tom: hahahah dad. You might break even later. Well, hahahah, my wife, I'll just go with dad..

I nodded.. While smiling..

It's really fun when you go out with your whole family. You will have peace of mind and you can rest from problems at work, home or anything else.

Jasmine: mommy.. It's fun, fun.. I hope it's always like this without any problems.

Even though Mommy won't speak, I know that she is happy because I see you in her eyes..

On the other hand.

Jessa: babe.. I want to go to the beach because it's super hot today.

Rico: babe... I'm taking care of a lot right now. Maybe next time ok.

Jessa: there's always next time ehh.. I want it now pls..

Rico: babe,, the costumer still has Rush. Pls Understand.. We might lose customers if I don't prioritize this right away.

Jessa: whatever! duh.. Walk into the room together..

Rico: babe, you're angry right now

Jessa: put your work first!.!

Rico: babe.. That's right. Don't be like that..

But Jessa ignored him. He just sighed.

At the kitchen

Jessa: yaya mix me with Juice pls.

Nanny: ok mom.

After a few minutes Juice was placed on the Table. And Jessa drank it..

Then Spit..

Jessa: pweee.. What the!!! What kind of juice is that??

Nanny: mam.. That's a melon.. That's Sir's grocery store.

Jessa: what? I didn't drink any other flavor.!! Throw that away!!

Quickly took the Juice..

Nanny: ok mam..sorry..

Jessa: This House is annoying. Annoying..

I want to go to the States. There I can do everything I want when I want to go to the beach and I have friends who can accompany me. Really annoying. I'm even better than being in Jail here.

If it wasn't for Rico, I wouldn't be here. His mother is still upset, it's all drama in life.. Just tell stories, it's all drama..

I just got up to go out and go shopping.

Rico is a total workaholic.. I should just benefit from his wealth. Giggle..

Jessa didn't say goodbye when she left.