Yesterday was light or darkness?

Helmi Elmer has returned to the past, to do what she was forced to do. But she was so tired, that she felt like she had no strength left.

At best, she just wanted to stand by and see how things turned out.

So every few days the lady of the Helmi family comes to Westor town looking for Galvin. This action was strongly condemned, saying that she did not know how to think to humiliate the family- but know what, she could not do otherwise.

She was really tired and didn't want to stay here for too long.

In the past, she could act on her own, so sometime she could change some troublesome things. Although not too pleasant, but still better than this world, this place has a force that controls all creatures, forcing her to obey, or else she will be ostracized. Moreover, things didn't seem to work the way they used to, so she couldn't predict the future, and could only rely on old memories to guess what might happen.

Anyway, she never wanted to die.

"Elmer! Why are you breaking Rita's stuff? Everything is so normal and why do you two hate each other?"

Helmi Chad interrogated her. He was really angry a lot, it was Elmer who made the things Rita made become trash, even if she wanted to fix them, she couldn't.

"Because I'm jealous. On what basis does Rita do anything better than me?"

Every time she said such hateful things, in her heart- she felt very sorry for Rita. But she thinks of it as being forced which would be a little more comfortable, because Rita was too kind, and wouldn't hate her because of her bad attitude.

That's when she felt like she couldn't stand it anymore, she comforted herself like that but torturing Rita was no different than torturing herself.

"You stop running to Westor right now! We've all lost face in the Helmi clans, what's there to make a lady like you so crazy?" Chad sighed, "Now that the times are about to change, you're going to cause trouble for our family if you act out like this."

"I do this to act rudely, in return for you, you will definitely say it is a wise decision, extremely have the mettle of the people of the four great clans."

The anger that Chad had just suppressed for a moment flared up again.

"How dare you put your father on an equal footing with you? Do you know what hierarchy is? You are my daughter, the only daughter born to me, in the future, you still want to support the family, you cannot act on your own!"

"Don't force others to do what you want." Elmer suddenly repeated what her mother once said, and Chad immediately turned pale.

He had no choice, punished her for self-criticism in the room for one day, and did not feed her.

Initially being forced to do useless things such as arguing with her parents, harming others, etc. Elmer ignored them, then the pain immediately hit her like a tidal wave, making her half dead, unable to live contradicting the voice in her head.

However, many times when she thought the pain would kill her, there was a voice of the servant talking, and the pain immediately disappeared, without harming the body at all.

But it's very lonely here. With the exception of Rita, no one interacts with her, so she can't always avoid proscription. Speaking of, she really admires Rita, she does so many hateful things but Rita can still accept.

It would be great if she could be like Rita. Because Rita can easily tolerate the bad things of others, and in return for her, if the old world doesn't collapse so quickly, she will definitely take revenge one by one.

"Don't worry, no matter how much people avoid you, I won't leave you. I believe you're not a bad person."

Rita continued to trust her unconditionally, but let her judge for herself, she couldn't be what Rita expected, because she couldn't be a good person anymore.

She is not a bad person, nor is she a good person.

"Why are you so good to me?"

"Because I'm your best friend, if I am not good to you, who's good to you?"

Elmer knew it was a joke, but it was enough for her to let out a rare smile. Since coming here, only Rita has calmed her down a bit, giving her vague days a little more color.

"We need to go to Hyver to learn palace etiquette next week, so I'll take the time to go to Westor one more time. If I'm late, you should go first, don't wait for me.”

“The Westor town always has no one expecting you to come, why do you have to be so stubborn? Please don't go anymore, can you stay home with me?" In fact, Rita wanted her to be the family representative to come to Hyver school because she was a lady in the four great families, there's no reason for someone else to take her place in the roll call.

Besides, if you can pioneer to assert your position at Hyver school, then you won't have to fear that other ladies and young masters will bully you in the future. And Elmer's reputation is really bad, she must get there soon.

On the other hand, Rita also wanted her to realize that what she did was useless, but still avoided asking about her purpose to save her embarrassment.

"I don't accept." Rita was nice, but she couldn't fulfill any of Rita's requests.

Rita stopped the horse wagon in front of Hyver with her heart burning like fire, even having the mentality of wanting to return. But the people of the other clans had also come, and now she returned would only make Elmer more embarrassed.

"I'm Mark Rita, a member of the Helmi family."

The gatekeeper also greeted back, seemed a bit confused, and looked at each other, finally one of them gave her Helmi Elmer's passport.

Rita did not rush in, waited outside the gate for a whole day, and finally, under everyone's advice, had to go in first.