Sold my virginity to my ex husband

Phoebe felt lonely tears roll down her eyelids down her cheeks as she stared at the scene in front of her, he looked like another man entirely.

She was staring at her husband, Ace, he was inside a beautiful pinkish barbie doll room while she stood outside the door staring at him unoticed. Ace was sitting next to a beautiful blonde girl who was sleeping on a pink queen sized bed.

Phoebe watched as he squeezed her hands and stared at her softly, lovingly.

It was very heartbreaking to her, it felt like a knife was buried deep into her heart, cutting it into pieces, the man she had shown her love to for more than 7 years always handled her roughly but was so soft to a girl he barely met six months ago, that alone was enough to break phoebe into pieces.

No, she didn't want to see more, she didn't!

She was scared that she would break down in front of him if she saw more.

Phoebe moved back and then she ran without a stop, not even to catch her breathe, immediately she entered her room, she locked the door and let her back slide down the door until she was sitting on the floor.

She tried to stop the tears but they were coming with full force the more she tried to stop it. She used her palm to cover her lips as her sobs increased, she thought that she could control it!.

She wished she could but it hurts more than a knife being slashed deep into her heart.

Suddenly a knock was heard but she ignored it, the knock was heard continuously until her friend amanda's voice boomed from outside the room.

"Phoebe, I know your in there, open up"Amanda yelled and knocked again making phoebe to stand up and unlock the door.

"Phoebe, is Ace again right?"Amanda muttered staring at her only friend with pity, phoebe looked like someone who had given up and her beautiful white wings were now clipped off her body, her eyes were swollen and red.

Phoebe finally let herself fall but before she could reach the cold floor, amanda had already caught phoebe by her arm while using her other palms to clean phoebe's tears.

"Phoebe, phoebe, when will you stop doing this to yourself?, when would you accept the fact that he would never love you, He isn't meant to be with you, he doesn't deserve your love and you know what, that b**ch he loves so much.......

"Amanda, keep it down"phoebe whispered while looking around before pulling amanda inside her room and locking the door.

"Don't cry again, one day he would regret what he had done" Amanda said as she pulled phoebe into a hug while she cried on her chest.

*****

Phoebe managed to stop crying and soon she fell asleep but it didn't take up to three hours she woke up.

Today was Thursday, another day has passed and ace never asked for her, for the past three months since Diana came to the mansion, he never cared about her wellbeing whether she was dead or Alive.

He only came to her only when diana and him had a misunderstanding, Phoebe couldn't understand herself lately, first, she loved when they had a misunderstanding because she saw it as an opportunity to have ace all to herself.

But that was just a fairy tale that could never come true.

Some days ago, Ace had a misunderstanding with diana and had hurt phoebe completely, not only did he roughly take her but he had m*aned diana's name while doing so making phoebe feel like a wh*re.

She felt completely used and dumped into a trashcan like a spoilt cabbage.

A wave of shame ran through her, digging under her skin and filling her veins with acid, but she pushed it away. She pushed it all away – the guilt, the shame, the disappointment, all the pain and despair – and she did things she couldn’t take back.

Thinking about that, she felt tears begin to build in her eyeballs but she quickly blinked it away.

Phoebe walked out of her room, this time she followed a different route, the backside of the mansion and that was where the garden was located, she just felt like watching the flowers today.

She hasn't gone deep into the garden when her eyes met a pair of icy grey ones, her heart hammered deep into her ribcage, she feared that she might pass out from a panic attack.

Ace was a handsome tall but brooding man with attractive grey eyes that was no lesser than the word captivating.

Pheobe's eyes were on him that she never noticed dianna who was once her bestie, next to him.

She watched as ace went down on his knees until he was of the same length with dianna's stomach level and then, he placed a long kiss at her stomach.

Witnessing this little act, phoebe felt like her breathe had been snatched away from her, though It've been nearly two to three months since she started ignoring dianna but she never expected......

Phoebe couldn't breathe as she let her hand fly towards her chest, clutching it tightly as her eyeballs lingered around the little bump.

It felt like her chest had been split open, sending tiny cracks of her heart and fissures of her soul in all direction. A single tear slid down her cheek