You have that burning in your throat and sting in your eyes. Yeah, you know that feeling well don't you, I've got that feeling almost every morning, guess I'm kind of like Kerouac. I'm always on the road and hungover. Maybe I am related to him or something? Maybe we are connected through some parallel universe? I don't how this all came about, but the point is, I have a story to tell, just like Kerouac. Though my story isn't set in San Franscico and New York, mine is a little further east. I have some how wound up in Tokyo of all places. We left Tokyo too soon. It was the most alive place I have every lived in, like traveling to work everyday in a river of blood, the veins of Japan. I lived with my lifemates, Jamie and Keiko and we were all in love.
I am so tired, tired of waking up not knowing. I am so tired of forgetting. You know how it is when you wake up on some sofa or in some public toilet and have no idea how you got there. You have that burning in your throat and sting in your eyes. Yeah, you know that feeling well don't you, I've got that feeling almost every morning, guess I'm kind of like Kerouac. I'm always on the road and hungover. Maybe I am related to him or something? Maybe we are connected through some parallel universe? I don't how this all came about, but the point is, I have a story to tell, just like Kerouac.
Though my story isn't set in San Franscico and New York, mine is a little further east. I have some how wound up in Tokyo of all places. A place where I stand out more than the flashing neon lights and cross dressing Geisha guys. Yes Tokyo, who has ever written about that? No-one that I know of and my beginning is so real and full of life, the words almost drift off the paper. So where is the character development? Look no further than myself, a complex young man with grand visions and my best friend Jamie, an almost perfect good guy (see the similarities with On The Road yet?) and his angelical sexy minx of a girlfriend, Keiko. Now are you interested? Yeah, I thought so. I take my readers right into the action, Just like Kerouac did. I just thought I'd highlight this because the world is being suffocated now with modern versions of Once Upon A Time beginnings, Snow White Vampire cross over fiction. So I am doing the world a favour, bringing my book to it. I am in fact, saving it from destroying itself in predictable plots and happy endings.
This is what keeps me going between the black outs and one night stands. You know how it is, the shaky hands and the dizzy spells. The random bras hanging over my bed post and the fading smell of sex. It is getting harder and harder to stand up, so I guess when I start writing I will just be permanently attached to my chair. It was never this bad with Jamie around, he had the knack of balancing me out, he even carried me home a few times. Ah, Jamie. He is the tall, square chin and quiet type, you the the kind of guy that you want to hang out with every Friday night. He is always distant too, thinking about something else. You'd be talking about something with him over a beer and he'd just drift off into some trance. You want to know what he is thinking, you want to jump inside his mind and have a swim. But ever since graduating Uni, Jamie has changed a bit. I have followed him half way across the world and he still hasn't let me inside his head. So I guess he and I are finally growing apart. We even go out order different drinks, it is getting depressing. Oh yeah and it really complicates things when he has the hottest girlfriend in the world. Keiko walked into my life well before she met Jamie and we instantly had a connection. She has the face that belongs on magazine covers, huge brown eyes, a cute little nose and a perfect row of white straight teeth. All this and her impossible proportions under her coffee skin. It is almost like she was designed by horny Japanese teenagers. Her bouncy curly hair always excites me and I find myself staring at her with my mouth hanging open all the time. She's an anything goes kind of girl too, which makes her even more attractive. She'll be up for a drink anytime and is always smiling that perfect smile of hers. So you might have realised by now that I am in a bit of an awkward position. Jamie is the best friend and Keiko is his hot girlfriend, that I can't stop thinking about. I love Jamie to death but it is incredibly hard to watch them making out. They are too perfectly molded to have each other, it just isn't fair. But with all this visually stimulation I am beginning to get inspired. If you walk around with your heart on fire for too long you might explode but something strangely inviting is rising from the flames inside of me. I have had this idea growing, like being pregnant with hope, waddling around with a belly full of inspiration. My story is coming alive all around me and all I need to do is start writing it.
"I, Erika Blackwood, stand before you, Alexander Robertson, with a heavy heart. I hereby reject you as my mate. The bond we once shared has grown fragile, and my soul yearns for a different path. May you find solace in the love of another, and may we both find the happiness we seek." Alexander didn't say a word and looked at me. But he refused to accept. *********** Erika Blackwood is the next Alpha in line of the Ironclaw Pack. She hides her identity and gets mated to the Alpha of the Moonforest Pack, Alexander Robertson. Three years passed, but Alexander is still unwilling to let go of his childhood sweetheart. Erika is mistreated and eventually framed by the same childhood sweetheart. Now she leaves with that humiliation, and goes back to her pack, swearing vengeance on those who hurt her. They all waited for her to return and beg, but what happens when they realize that the famous Ironclaw Pack that was going to help in the rogue war, was ruled by a woman named, Erika Blackwood. Now her Ex mates want her back. Other Alphas want this woman.. But will she accept any of them? Or will she stay independent forever?...
After three secretive years of marriage, Eliana never met her enigmatic husband until she was served with divorce papers and learned of his extravagant pursuit of another. She snapped back to reality and secured a divorce. Thereafter, Eliana unveiled her various personas: an esteemed doctor, legendary secret agent, master hacker, celebrated designer, adept race car driver, and distinguished scientist. As her diverse talents became known, her ex-husband was consumed by remorse. Desperately, he pleaded, "Eliana, give me another chance! All my properties, even my life, are yours."
Melanie married Ashton out of gratitude, but she quickly found herself entangled in a web of relentless challenges. Despite these struggles, she stayed true to her commitment to the marriage. In the hospital room, Ashton indifferently attempted to draw her blood, disregarding her discomfort. This callous act was a harsh revelation for Melanie, awakening her to the grim reality of their relationship. Resolved to prioritize her own welfare, she decided to sever ties. With newfound resolve, Melanie filed for divorce. In the process, she unveiled her concealed identities, leaving everyone in shock. Throughout these turbulent times, Melanie realized that Derek, Ashton’s uncle, had been discreetly protecting her all along.
"I, Riccardo Saviano, future Alpha of the Grey Shadow Moon Pack, reject you, Artemisia Guerrieri, Daughter of Alpha Franco of the Blood Moon Pack, as my mate and future Luna." One single sentence. One stupid single sentence was all it took to disintegrate my life. And the day of my birthday, on which this sentence was audaciously uttered to me, I lost the love of my life, my future mate, and my wolf, all at once. As I'm still assembling the pieces of my shattered heart years later, there they come. Like lightning out of a crystal blue sky. My Mates. But wait... If I am mated to triplets, how come I'm about to be mated to 5 gorgeous men? *** TW: explicit and foul language; spicy content; explicit sex scenes ***
The day Raina gave birth should have been the happiest of her life. Instead, it became her worst nightmare. Moments after delivering their twins, Alexander shattered her heart-divorcing her and forcing her to sign away custody of their son, Liam. With nothing but betrayal and heartbreak to her name, Raina disappeared, raising their daughter, Ava, on her own.Years later, fate comes knocking when Liam falls gravely ill. Desperate to save his son, Alexander is forced to seek out the one person he once cast aside. Alexander finds himself face to face with the woman he underestimated, pleading for a second chance-not just for himself, but for their son. But Raina is no longer the same broken woman who once loved him.No longer the woman he left behind. She has carved out a new life-one built on strength, wealth, and a long-buried legacy she expected to uncover.Raina has spent years learning to live without him.The question is... Will she risk reopening old wounds to save the son she never got to love? or has Alexander lost her forever?
Alyssa never expected her life to get this bad. A sudden rogue attack wiped off her pack, turning her into a mute and wolfless orphan. She once believed that being mated with her crush Ezekiel was compensation for her miserable life. However, it just made her life worse. What could be more suffering than your fated mate unwanting you and even your child? Ezekiel already picked himself a perfect Luna but fate gave her a mute mate. And owing to his father's last words, he had to marry Alyssa to get his rightful Alpha position. He married her yet kept their relationship unpublized. He hated her but wasn't ready to let her go. Everyone believed Alyssa would bear and wait like she always did until Ezekiel finally could make a decision. He's her husband, her mate, and her Alpha, and taking in everything he wanted without complaining was her duty. No one expected she would be the one who asked for a divorce and even dared to run away carrying his heir. Ezekiel swore to make this little omega pay but why did his heart break when she returned smiling at some other guy?