Imperfectly fallen

I rushed into the bathroom after the last bite of streak as I bend alittle putting my hands in my throat as I feel bile raise on my throat as I vomit everything to my heart's content.

The fresh Taste of faded streak seasoning and ice cream roaming in my mouth as I sat on my bed to see a worried gaze from my dad.

"You made yourself throw up again didn't you?".He asked with a warming arms.

He pulled me into a hug as I sighed in relief as he kissed my forehead"So does my baby want Icecream?".He asked in his baby voice.

I nodded my head as he went downstairs to get some icecream, I lay on my head reading the new romance novel mom got for me .

He cupped my face with his soft arms staring at me with different emotions flowing in his eyes as I cupped his face not caring that this might be one sided love neither it might be a one night stand as the rain dropped on us making everything slightly romantic as he leaned in agonizingly slow_

"Journey, what should I wear for my date?".Amy asked sitting on my bed uninvited as usual.

"You know there's something called knocking plus a blue dress".

She squealed as she blew me an air kiss as I rolled my eyes at her childishness like she's in middle school.

"Hey my baby".Mom said as I rushed into her embrace like a child forgetting I'm almost going to highschool.

She chuckled as she wheeled her suitcase in my room, mom had a shoot in New York today and she just got back.

I admired my mom alot like she's currently twenty four years old and she looks amazing like I understand why dad gets overprotective but them again he's a little overboard.

"I hear you had another moment in the bathroom".She said with worry laced in her tone.

"Yeah but I'm fine now, so how was your shoot?".

"It's was good and I got you some books again".

I squealed again as she handed ten books to me as I placed them on my head looking for the one that screams excitement as my mom sat on my bed fidgeting her fingers again.

"Baby, I've someone to tell you. Don't get mad okay?"

"What did you break again mom?"

"Hey, why do you guys keep saying that when I say I want to say something?".

"Because this week you've almost broken ten vases and three plates ".

"It's not my fault they're not April proof anyways we signed you up for Food disorder class with other people like you".

I hated it when they said like you making me feel messed up and I know mom didn't mean it but it made me feel like a weirdo.

"Mom, I'm not going to that class. Remember what happened when I went to the food therapist huh?".

"I know but this different,.you'll be with people who understands what you're going through plus they're the same age as you".

I stood up glaring at her"I've already said I'm not fucking going anywhere".

"Hensley, Language. Don't make me the bad cop please Baby".Mom reprimanded me.

"I'm not going mom no matter what!".

"You'll go to that class even if I've to pull your hair out but you'll go to that class.".She said leaving the room.

She left the room with a food of thought running through my mind as I hugged my knees and allowed free tears to flow.

"She told you didn't she?".Dad asked passing me the icecream.

"Yeah ".

"But you know I'm the one that told her to talk you into this, she loves you that's why".

I scoffed opening the icecream"Yeah, she loves me so much that she threatened to pull me to that class".

He chuckled"You know you might think your mom is the bad cop but she understands you since she had a similar one just like yours".

I chocked on the ice cream as I looked at my dad to tell if he's lying but he had that face on"Anoxemia".

"But she had help and look at your mother now, the kissable and beautiful woman that is my wife".He said dreamily.

I rolled my eyes as I take another scoop from the tub of rainbow confetti icecream.

"But you know this hard on your mom too, like every night she's crying saying that she's the one that gave you the eating disorder and if I try to stop she breaks someone leaving her injured".

"How come I don't hear her cry?".

He rolled his eyes"Sweetheart, are you forgetting that the rooms are soundproofed".

"So that's why sometimes she has scratches and bruise on her hands sometimes?".

"Yeah, she's doing her normal crying routine now as we speak, Journey we don't like that you're suffering but you need to understand we just want everything to do and we want our baby girl back".

"Firstly I want to mom and secondly I'm not a baby anymore because I'm going to highschool".

He chuckled"You'll always be our baby girl no matter what age you're".He said ruffling my hair.

"Even in college?".

"Yeah?".

"When I'm dating someone?".

"Yeah plus I don't think you'll be dating anyone soon".

"When I'm working?".

"Still going to my little girl".

"When I'm married?".

"Always".

"Fine, you win dad".

He smiled as he pulled me into a hug kissing my forehead as I sighed like his hugs and moms hugs are the best in the world.

"I'll go and meet mom".I said as I went to their room.

The lights were off and there she was hugging her knees crying as she saw me she cleaned her tears and smiled.

I sat beside her, her face was red from crying and constant rubbing plus her eyes were bloodshot red as I pulled her into a hug as she hugged me back.

"I'll go to the class mom, please don't cry".

She pulled away from the hug"Really?".She asked in a weak tone.

I nod my head as she pulled me into another hug and I could tell she was happy about it when she sighed in relief and she has been sniffing.

"Now don't cry okay? You've been crying since you got back, you can put her head on my lap".

She put her head on her lap as I ran my hands through her hair as she began to sleep as I smiled looking at her peaceful face and she smiled in her dream.

"She has slept hasn't she?".My dad sand entering the room.

I nodded as he lifted my mom as he kissed her forehead before laying her on the bed and tucking her in with a kiss on her cheeks.

"Are you okay my love?".He asked pulling me into a hug.

"Yeah".

"Okay, tomorrow you're going to school so you should get some rest".

"Bye dad ".

I entered my room and laid on my bed thinking about everything, as Sunny entered my room like everyone keeps coming to my room.

"Has Amy called you?".He asked fidgeting his fingers.

"No plus she's with her class on the field trip okay?".

"Yeah I know but I'm not there to stop that Micheal guy from talking to her.".

"Why don't you call her every ten seconds then Sunny".I said sacarastically at him as he smiled.

"Thanks journey".

"What I was being sarcastic never mind".

Yeah you guessed it, Dad and sunny are overprotective over their girls which includes me, mom and Amy like even Sunny gives mom a look when she wants to go out with an oversized shirt or when he thinks what she's wearing is too short .

He will literally call dad saying it's a code yellow and dad will rush home and give mom a scolding of a life time.

Even Sunny gives us lecture about how we should not dress up too much since who're we trying to impress.

I sighed, I don't want mom to cry because she doesn't deserve too, she had me when she was nineteen and I never once regretted she's my mom.

Now she's twenty four and she's does her jobs and occasionally help dad plus she takes care of three kids like she's so fucking awesome.

With that I drifted Into deep slumber and if you want to know what happened to Jacob and Chloe keep reading.