Find Me In Your Memory

my name is Susan, am 16 years old. I come from a very influential family. My Dad is a Governor, My Mom is a popular Actress popularly known as “Charllote Lee "she has won many awards since she was a teenager, she even won an Oscar award. I have four siblings. Lisa is my elder sister she is 25 years old she is a popular musician with a total of 60 million followers on Instagram. my second sibling are twins there names are Jerry and Jenny. they are both 23 years old.

Jerry is a popular rapper he's very handsome he's among a band a boys known as “Sparkling" he's the youngest among them and all fan girls have a crush on him. Jenny is a popular singer and dancer. she's very pretty. she's in a band of girls popularly known as “Me n U". she is the youngest amongst them. Am the last born.

The name of my Best friend is Rosè we've been friends since elementary school. we're of the same age and we do everything together. but me and My Mom moved from America to Korea so we didn't attend the same High school. I was very popular when I was in Middle school and I had a lot of friends because of my looks. I was very pretty just like my sister Jennie. I had a very long natural dark hair with a slim face. I was tall and slim too just like a model. Everyone knew my family. they often call it a celebrity family. but I wasn't interested in becoming a celebrity.

When I was in Middle school there was a boy I liked and had a crush on he's name is Ni-ki. he's very handsome. all the girls in the class has a crush on him but all the girls are afraid to tell him. I thought I should try to be friends with him. Ni-ki has a very cold character he doesn't have a friend in the class even amongst he's fellow boys. he's very intelligent and smart. he's a year older than me he was 14 years then while I was 13 years old. then I knew nothing about liking someone. I tried my best to be he's friend but he paid no attention to me.

one hot afternoon I saw him run its like he was doing an exercise. he was sweating profusely and he looked like someone who is thirsty. I rushed to a convenience store and bought a bottle water for him. I rushed back to the field and gave it to him. he rejected it. I told him “You look like someone who is thirsty please drink some water". he looked at me angrily but I kept smiling. he sighed and collected the water and poured it on the floor “Are you satisfied"? he asked me. I was afraid I kept looking at the floor I was afraid at the same time, I fell on the floor bent my head and started crying. Rosé came to me and told me to stop crying. I stopped crying. we went to my house together, I kept thinking about what happened earlier and slept off.

The next day in school I went to the teacher's office to collect my book. I saw Ni-ki's file on the floor. I picked it up. I was surprised the next day is he's birthday. The next day, I prepared a surprise birthday party for him. he's turning fifteen. I begged my classmates to help me but they refused because everyone was afraid of Ni-ki. I thought about what to tell them. “okay anyone who helps me to prepare he's birthday day party will get free tickets to attend my sister's concert" I told my classmates. all of them stood up an said “yes" in unison. we prepared he's birthday party in my house. I had to do it because my mom was out of the country. I made a Red-velvet cake for him. My classmates invited him over to my house but he refused. We looked at each other together. “Why don't we do it in the class" one of my class mates said. “I think she's right nothing will happen if we do it the next day" I said.

when Ni-ki entered the class i had the most shocking experience of my life. when he entered the class he smiled and everybody was surprised but the next thing that happened...... He carried the cake and poured it on my face and said “Whats your problem, why are you being so clingy, did I ask you to prepare a birthday party for me? did I tell you that I celebrate birthdays, I hate people who take advantage of other people, the probably agreed to this because of your sister, Am leaving this damn school". when he was about to leave the door I told him “You don't like me? I don't have anything to say for that, I just wanted to be friends with you nothing more, you always looked depressed that's why I wanted stop be friends with you why do you have this psychopath character in you"??. He ignored me, sighed and left the school at once. my friends lifted me up an told me not to think too much about it. I tried my best to forget that day but it was quiet hard for me I couldn't forget it. I didn't feel comfortable in that school it kept reminding me of that day. I told my mom that I want to change school but she said ‘no’ I couldn't say anything I had to wait for the right time.

Two years later my mom got a contract to act in a Korean movie. My Dad is a Korean thou so am a citizen of korea. I always wanted to go to south Korea badly. I begged her let me move with her because my siblings were always busy and my Dad is in Korea. my Mom agreed. An see left for south Korea together.

I decided to start a fresh new life in south Korea.