Jax Kane doesn't just check Marcus Webb into the boards.
He erases him.
The collision sends a shockwave through the glass that I feel in my molars from where I'm standing in the tunnel mouth. Webb's helmet snaps back. His knees buckle wrong, that terrifying, boneless way that turns every joint in my body to ice water, and he goes down in a heap against the boards while the arena erupts around me.
I'm already moving.
"Webb's down," I bark into my headset, grabbing my medical kit from the rack. "Need the stretcher on standby."
I hit the ice at a controlled jog, heels of my sneakers finding grip on the rubber matting at the rink's edge before I step onto the surface itself, fifteen years of muscle memory keeping me upright even as I crouch beside Marcus. He's conscious, thank God, blinking up at the overhead lights with the glazed, bewildered look of a man who isn't quite sure what planet he's on.
"Marcus. Marcus, look at me." I snap twice in front of his face. "Follow my fingers."
He does. Sluggish, but he does.
"Head hurts," he slurs.
"I know. Don't move yet."
Behind me, the Storm are circling like sharks, skates cutting sharp stops into the ice, every one of them furious and loud and in my way. I'm aware of them the way you're aware of weather, a distant, irritating pressure, because right now the only thing that matters is the man on the ice in front of me.
I work fast. Pupils responsive. Neck stable. Collarbone intact. I press carefully along his left knee, the one that folded wrong, and Marcus sucks a breath through his teeth.
"Knee," I confirm quietly to the trainer appearing at my shoulder. "Possible MCL. We're not rushing him up."
"He's fine." The voice comes from behind me. Low. Certain. Utterly unbothered.
Every muscle in my back goes rigid.
I know that voice. I've only been with the Storm for six weeks, but I already know that voice the way you know a recurring headache, by its specific, personal aggression.
I stand slowly and turn around.
Jax Kane is six foot three of sculpted bad decisions, still breathing hard from the play, dark hair matted with sweat beneath his helmet. He's watching me with those unsettling gray eyes, not light gray, not soft gray, but the gray of storm clouds that have already decided to ruin your day. His jaw is set. His gloves are in his hand. He looks completely, infuriatingly calm.
"Excuse me?" I say.
"He's fine." Jax nods toward Marcus. "Webb's taken harder hits. He'll shake it out."
The arena noise is a wall of sound around us. Somewhere a referee is blowing a whistle. None of that exists. There is only this enormous, arrogant man looking at me like I'm an inconvenient speed bump in his evening.
"He has a potential MCL sprain and a Grade 1 concussion," I say, keeping my voice even with considerable effort. "But thank you for your medical opinion, Mr. Kane. Do you want to go ahead and suture your own stitches too, or shall I handle that later as well?"
Something flickers in his eyes. Not quite surprise, more like the involuntary recalibration of someone who expected less.
"You're overreacting."
"And you're standing on my patient." I hold his gaze. "Move."
A beat passes. It stretches long enough that I become acutely, annoyingly aware of how close he's standing, closer than he needs to be, close enough that I can see the small scar through his left eyebrow, the faint cut on his cheekbone that is absolutely going to need attention once I'm done here.
He steps back.
One step. Deliberate. His eyes stay on mine the whole time, like the concession costs him something he intends to collect later.
I turn back to Marcus and don't let myself exhale until I'm sure Jax can't see it.
Two hours later, Marcus Webb is stabilized, scanned, and resting comfortably in the team medical suite with a confirmed MCL sprain and a concussion protocol that will keep him off the ice for two weeks minimum. His knee got lucky. His head got luckier. I've filed my incident report, updated his player file, and personally called the team's orthopedic consultant to flag the case.
I've done everything right.
I am absolutely furious.
I change out of my Storm branded jacket in the small staff bathroom off the medical suite, splashing cold water on my face and staring at my reflection until my pulse does something reasonable. Twenty six years old. One year out of residency. Youngest team physician in Storm history and only the third woman to hold the role in the franchise's existence. I worked for this. I bled for this, in ways that are more literal than most people know.
I did not work this hard to have a hockey player explain injury assessment to me on live ice.
He'll shake it out.
I press my palms flat against the sink.
The thing about Jax Kane, the thing I've been assembling from file notes and locker room whispers since my first week with the Storm, is that he's not stupid. The reputation says enforcer, says volatile, says the guy you put on ice when you need to change the game's emotional temperature, but his file tells a more complicated story. Older injuries managed with unusual self discipline. Pain tolerance that borders on pathological. And underneath the fighting majors and the penalty minutes, an instinct for the game so precise it makes the coaching staff speak about him in a different register than the other players.
He's not reckless. That's the part that bothers me most about tonight.
That hit wasn't a mistake. It was a choice.
I dry my hands, gather my bag, and step back out into the corridor, and walk directly into a wall.
The wall catches me by both arms.
The wall smells like cedar and sweat and the particular sharp cold of recently vacated ice.
"Dr. Voss."
I step back fast. Jax Kane releases me equally fast, like the contact surprised him too, hands dropping to his sides. He's changed out of his gear, dark jeans, a gray henley pushed to the elbows, hair still damp from a shower. Without the pads he's somehow simultaneously less physically massive and more of a problem, because without the armor the intensity of him has nowhere to diffuse.
"You have a cut," I say, because it's the first thing my brain produces and also because it's true. The gash on his cheekbone has been bleeding intermittently all evening. I can see the dried rust of it from here.
"I know."
"It needs stitches."
"I know."
"So why aren't you in," I stop. Look at him properly. He has a very particular expression on his face. Not quite sheepish, I don't think Jax Kane does sheepish, but something adjacent to it. Something that sits uncomfortably alongside the usual wall of cool.
"Medical suite is closed," he says. "Night staff sent me to find you."
"The medical suite is not," I check my watch. It is, in fact, closed. The night trainer locked up forty minutes ago while I was finishing my notes in the bathroom. "Right."
Silence.
"I have a kit in my office," I say finally.
His jaw shifts. "Fine."
My office is technically a repurposed equipment storage room that someone optimistically furnished with a desk and a medical recliner, but it has good lighting and everything I need, and I've learned not to mind it. I've learned not to mind a lot of things.
Jax sits in the recliner without being asked, which surprises me. Most players treat the medical chair like a confession booth, requiring extensive coaxing before they'll actually use it. He sits with his elbows on his knees and his hands loose between them, watching me assemble the suture kit with an attention I can feel on the side of my face.
"This'll need a local," I say.
"Skip it."
I look up.
"Skip the anesthetic," he says. "It'll take longer and I don't need it."
I hold his gaze for a moment, deciding whether this is bravado worth arguing with. His expression tells me it isn't bravado. It's just fact. He genuinely doesn't want it.
"All right," I say. "Tell me if you change your mind."
I pull the chair closer, angle the lamp, and begin. He doesn't flinch. Not at the cleaning solution, not at the first pass of the needle. The cut is clean, two centimeters, just below the cheekbone, the kind of thing that opens easily in a fight and closes just as easily with three neat sutures. I work quickly, precisely, close enough that I'm acutely aware of the warmth radiating off him, of the steadiness of his breathing.
"You played youth hockey," he says.
My hands still for half a second. Just half a second.
"Figure skating," I say. "Not hockey."
"The way you move on ice. You weren't just being careful. You knew what you were doing."
It's not a question. I don't answer it, which is its own kind of answer.
"Olympic track?" he asks.
I tie off the second suture. "Does it matter?"
"Probably not." A pause. "Why'd you stop?"
The lamp hums. Somewhere down the corridor, a door closes.
"Injury," I say. It's the true answer. It's also the smallest, most compressed version of a story I don't tell, and something in my tone must communicate that compression clearly, because he doesn't push.
What he says instead is, "I'm not sorry about the hit."
I look up from the third suture. His eyes are waiting.
"I didn't ask you to be," I say carefully.
"You're angry about it."
"I'm angry that my patient is spending two weeks in a concussion protocol he didn't have to be in." I hold the needle steady. "I'm not asking you to feel guilty, Mr. Kane. I'm asking you to understand that the people who end up in my chair don't stop being people just because the game is on."
Something moves across his face. Brief. Complicated. Gone before I can name it.
"Three stitches," I say, tying off the last one. "Keep it dry for forty eight hours. Come back Thursday to have them checked."
I'm already reaching past him for the tape when his hand closes around my wrist.
Not hard. Not threatening. Just there. Warm. A question and a statement at once.
I go completely still.
"You're not afraid of me," he says. He sounds almost curious about it.
"Should I be?"
The question sits in the air between us. He's close enough that I can see the exact shade of his eyes, not just gray, I realize, but gray threaded with something darker at the edges, like cloud cover before a storm breaks. Close enough that the logical, professional part of my brain is sending increasingly urgent memos about appropriate boundaries and team policy and the extremely specific nature of my employment contract.
The rest of me is not reading the memos.
"No," he says finally. His thumb traces once, barely perceptibly, across the inside of my wrist, just the ghost of a touch, right over my pulse, and then he releases me.
He stands. Picks up his jacket from the back of the recliner. Moves toward the door with that particular economy of motion that makes large men seem somehow larger.
"Thursday," I say. My voice is level. I'm proud of it.
He pauses in the doorway with his back to me, and for a moment he's just a silhouette, enormous and dark against the corridor light.
"Thursday," he agrees.
He leaves.
I sit very still in my chair for a long moment, looking at nothing, my wrist still warm where his hand had been.
Then I pick up my clipboard, uncap my pen, and write the most clinically detached follow up note of my professional career.
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