A wave of panic washed over her. She clamped a hand over her mouth to stifle a gasp. Carefully, she lifted his arm, her movements slow and deliberate, trying not to wake him.
Her feet had just touched the cold wood floor when his voice, thick with sleep, rumbled from the bed.
"Where are you going?"
She froze, her back to him. "Work," she stammered. "I'm going to be late."
She snatched her dress and underwear from the floor and fled into the bathroom, locking the door behind her. Leaning against the cool wood, she stared at her reflection. Her hair was a mess, her lips were swollen, and a dark, angry-looking mark bloomed on the side of her neck. A brand.
She wanted to scream. But as she stood there, her breathing ragged, the full weight of the night before settled over her like a slow, suffocating wave.
It had all started with the invitation. The Knightsbridge Foundation Gala-a last-minute offer from a friend of a friend. Her father, before the bankruptcy, had been a donor. Now the invitation felt like a cruel joke, a chance to be seen, pitied, and forgotten. She had gone anyway, telling herself she could blend into the shadows.
She hadn't.
Jenna Reynolds had found her within ten minutes. "Caitlin, darling, you're so wonderfully nostalgic. I remember this Zara piece from... what, the fall collection three years ago? I truly admire how well you've managed to maintain it." The laughter that followed had been like tiny shards of glass. And then, the whisper: "I heard what happened to your father. The bankruptcy and everything. It's just so tragic."
Caitlin had stood there, her skin crawling, her lungs tight. She had never understood why Jenna hated her so much. Maybe it was the time Caitlin had beaten her in a student council election, or maybe it was just that Jenna had always been cruel to anyone she saw as beneath her. Now that Caitlin's family had lost everything, Jenna saw every gala as a chance to twist the knife.
And then Isaac had appeared.
He had walked through the crowd like he owned the room, and for a moment, the world had gone silent. He had looked at her-really looked at her-and something inside her had cracked. She had followed him out of the ballroom without a word. The cab ride to her apartment had been silent, but his hand had found hers in the dark, and she hadn't pulled away. She had invited him up.
It wasn't love. It wasn't even lust, not at first. It was a desperate, reckless need to feel like she still existed, like she could still matter to someone-anyone-in a world that had spent the last three years trying to erase her.
And now, she was trapped on the other side of a door she had opened herself.
Ten minutes later, dressed and with her hair pulled into a tight, merciless knot, she emerged. Isaac was sitting up, leaning against the headboard, the sheet pooled around his waist. He was watching her, his gray eyes dark and unreadable.
Caitlin couldn't meet his gaze. She fumbled for her tote bag on the floor. "Last night... it was a mistake," she said, the words rushing out. "We're adults. We should just forget it happened."
The warmth in his eyes vanished, replaced by a sudden, chilling cold. His jaw tightened.
"Fine," he said. The word was clipped, sharp as a shard of ice.
She grabbed her bag and practically ran out of the apartment, not daring to look back. She clattered down the three flights of stairs, her heart hammering against her ribs.
Outside, the morning air was crisp. She walked quickly, almost at a run, toward the subway station three blocks away. She swiped her MetroCard and squeezed onto a crowded train, gripping a pole to steady herself as she tried to catch her breath.
She had told him to forget it. But as the train rattled through the dark tunnels, she realized that forgetting was the last thing she wanted to do. Because for ten years, she had only ever watched him from a distance. And last night, for just a few hours, she had made him hers.