On the screen, her doctor's message confirmed the final arrangements for her brain cancer care, the words hitting her so hard her palm ached.
She looked up at Adrian, at the certainty in his eyes as he spoke, and something inside her suddenly went quiet.
A moment later, she heard herself speak, her voice calm and almost distant.
"Okay."
......
On their fifth wedding anniversary, Adrian handed Evelyn an exquisitely crafted wedding invitation.
Puzzled, she opened it, only for her blood to freeze the moment she saw the names printed on it.
Because she knew both the bride and groom all too well.
One was the man sitting across from her right now, the husband she had been legally married to for five years.
The other was his childhood sweetheart and savior-Vanessa.
Across the table, Adrian watched her uneasily, a barely noticeable trace of pleading in his eyes.
"You've worked hard these past five years. I've always been grateful for everything you've done. You took care of me, of this home... even Vanessa. You never complained."
After laying the groundwork, he took a deep breath and finally got to the point.
"Vanessa... the doctor said even if she wakes up, the damage from the accident has left her too weak. She might not make it past this spring. Her last wish is to wear a wedding dress just once... and have a wedding with me."
As if afraid Evelyn might misunderstand, he added quickly, "It's just symbolic. No legal marriage, nothing changes between us. I just... want her to leave without regrets."
As he spoke, he reached out and clasped her stiff hand on the table, sliding a thick wedding plan toward her.
His fingertips were cold, the chill seeping straight through her skin.
The plan detailed everything-venue, music, even the wedding favors-but the date was set just ten days later. This had clearly been arranged long ago, not some sudden decision.
"Evelyn, you've always been kind. You understand me better than anyone. You'll agree, won't you?"
Evelyn said nothing. She just stared at the two gold-embossed names side by side on the invitation.
Her mind dragged her back, unbidden, to what Adrian had said five years ago outside Vanessa's cold ICU room.
Back then, Adrian had been a mess-eyes red, voice hoarse beyond recognition.
"Evelyn, Vanessa got hit by that car because she was saving me. I love you, but I can't just abandon her... If you don't mind, let's get married. I promise, once she recovers, we'll live properly together."
At the time, Evelyn had just graduated and was working as a designer at a small company.
Some colleagues had bullied her for being new, stealing her project and even accusing her of plagiarism.
It was Adrian, then the client representative, who checked her original files and timestamps, spoke up for her, even praised her proposal, and extended an opportunity her way.
He probably didn't even remember it anymore.
But to Evelyn, it had been the first time anyone had ever stood up for her.
From that day on, she pushed herself, climbing higher step by step.
Three years later, she had finally earned the right to stand beside him, shoulder to shoulder, and say the words she had kept hidden for three years. "I like you."
She had looked into his pained eyes and asked, "Is it love, or responsibility?"
Adrian froze for a moment. After a pause, he lowered his head and said softly, "It's responsibility... Don't worry. What I promised you, I won't go back on it."
She believed him.
So Evelyn stayed by his side through the hardest days, believing his promise that once Vanessa recovered, they would finally live a proper life together.
That wait lasted five years.
Over those five years, she quit her job, managed the household for him, took care of his demanding parents, and even went to the hospital three times a week without fail to look after the comatose Vanessa in his place.
Adrian would often say, "Evelyn, we couldn't have held this family together without you."
She had once thought that was love. That it was acknowledgment.
But reality was cruel. It tore open the truth of those five years like a blade-she had never been a loved wife, only a "suitable" choice.
And now, she had become nothing more than someone helping them fulfill their wish.
"And... Vanessa said even if the wedding isn't real, she still hopes to have everyone's blessing. So I hope... you can give the ceremonial address."
Adrian looked at Evelyn, a trace of tension hidden in his eyes, but more than that, a certainty he had grown used to.
He was sure she would agree-just like every time before.
At that moment, her phone vibrated, breaking the suffocating silence. Evelyn opened it without a word. It was a confirmation form from her attending physician for a hospice care facility in Silverpine.
"The hospice care from Silverpine has received your information. If you decide to go, please confirm the details. Departure is in seven days."
Evelyn's grip on her phone tightened involuntarily.
A week ago, she had been diagnosed with a glioma.
Late stage.
The doctor said gently, "You likely have about three months left. If you choose hospice care, it may give you a little more time... but if there's anything you want to do, you should do it soon."
Clutching the diagnosis in her hand, she sat in the hospital corridor until sunset. Her first thought, absurdly enough, was who would make Adrian the soup he liked if she were gone, and who would go to the hospital to tend to Vanessa in her place.
At that thought, Evelyn let out a soft, mocking laugh and finally lifted her head.
There was no anger on her face as Adrian had expected, no hysterical questioning-there wasn't even a trace of sadness.
She heard herself speak, her voice calm and steady. "Okay."
Hearing her answer, Adrian let out a visible sigh of relief, his tense shoulders finally relaxing.
He leaned forward and pulled her into a firm hug across the table, his voice filled with gratitude and relief.
"Thank you, Evelyn. I knew it. You've always been the most understanding in this family."
Adrian let go of her, and whatever little guilt he had left disappeared completely.
He even began enthusiastically pointing at the plan, discussing the wedding details with her.
"The seaside venue might be windy. I should prepare a thicker shawl for Vanessa. For the entrance music, we'll use that piano piece she used to love playing. What do you think?" He spoke animatedly, as if this were truly a joyous occasion the two of them were sharing.
Evelyn sat there quietly, listening, nodding obediently from time to time.
Yet beneath the table, her fingers moved over her phone as she typed a brief confirmation into her chat with the doctor.
She found herself thinking that she probably wouldn't make it to Adrian's wedding.