"You are making a scene, Eliana," Jax said, his voice devoid of emotion.
"Go home."
He didn't offer a hand. He ordered me away like a disobedient dog.
Later that night, when I tried to return his ring, his mistress laughed and shoved me down a flight of stairs.
I lay at the bottom, broken and bleeding.
Jax didn't check if I was alive. He comforted her instead.
To him, I was just furniture. A guarantee.
He thought he had broken me. He thought I had nowhere to go because our families were allied.
He was wrong.
I left the five-carat diamond on the table.
I left my car keys on the dashboard at O'Hare Airport.
I didn't just run away.
I boarded a one-way flight to New York to join his mortal enemy, the Tran Syndicate.
Jax Little thought he owned the board.
He didn't realize the Queen had just defected.
Chapter 1
Eliana Carter POV
I watched the man I was contractually bound to marry dive into the freezing water, but he wasn't swimming toward me.
Only ten seconds prior, Catalina Manning had shoved me into the ornamental pool at the Riley Estate. I could still feel the phantom sting of her acrylic nails digging into my arm just before the splash.
The water was a shock of ice against my skin, instantly soaking the heavy silk of my dress and dragging me down like a lead weight.
I surfaced, gasping for air, the chlorine and my own mascara stinging my eyes.
I looked for Jax.
He was the Underboss of the Chicago Outfit.
He was the man whose diamond ring sat heavy as a shackle on my finger.
He was the apex predator in a ballroom filled with killers, a man who had ended a turf war last month by hanging three rivals from a bridge.
He was supposed to be my protector.
But Jax didn't look at me.
He swam right past me.
He reached for Catalina, who was flailing in the shallow end, screaming about a leg cramp she clearly didn't have.
He scooped her up in his arms, his bespoke suit ruined, his face etched with a frantic concern he had never once wasted on me.
He carried her to the poolside, stepping over my hand as I tried to grip the slippery edge.
The silence in the garden was louder than a gunshot.
Every Capo, every Soldier, every gossiping wife in the Chicago underworld was watching.
They witnessed the heir to the throne choose a jersey chaser over a Capo's daughter.
They saw the ultimate disrespect.
I pulled myself out of the pool, my limbs trembling.
My dress clung to my body, a freezing, second skin.
I shivered, but it wasn't from the temperature.
It was the sudden, hollow realization that I was utterly, irrevocably alone.
Jax set Catalina down on a lounge chair, wrapping his wet suit jacket around her shoulders.
She smirked at me over his shoulder, a small, victorious curl of her painted lip.
Jax finally turned to look at me.
His eyes were cold, devoid of apology or recognition.
"You are making a scene, Eliana," he said.
His voice was flat, stripped of emotion.
"Go home."
He didn't ask if I was hurt.
He didn't offer a hand.
He ordered me away like a disobedient dog.
I stood there, puddle water dripping from my hair onto the expensive stone patio.
The humiliation burned in my chest, hot and suffocating, clashing with the chill on my skin.
I realized then that the contract between our families was just ink on paper.
To him, I was furniture.
To him, I was a guarantee.
I didn't say a word.
I turned around and walked away, leaving a trail of water in my wake.
I walked past the staring guests, keeping my chin high even as my teeth chattered violently.
I reached the parking lot and pulled my phone from my clutch.
It was wet, but the screen flickered to life.
I dialed the one number I prayed wasn't being monitored by Jax's men yet.
Uncle Sal picked up on the second ring.
"I'm calling in the favor, Sal," I said.
My voice didn't shake.
"I need to disappear. Tonight."